Hey everyone....if there's anyone left! I kind of let this site die down miserably...but here is my feeble attempt to try and put some life back into it. SO some quotes, pictures, and a poem because it was requested =) I'm not going to do a huge post, because if no one looks at it, theres no point =P So, if you want to see more, let me know! Enjoy! And you said it would be funny To keep me hanging in suspense, That I'd run over to your house And I'd scale the chain link fence That borders your back yard And that I'd climb through your window And I'd whisper that I love you As you fall out of your clothes. And we'd lay there in the darkness Like the dream of you I had Where we captured all the fireflies And we knew what time we had Could be counted on our fingertips, That almost made you cry. You let me hold you tightly And we said all our goodbyes. 
My witness is the empty sky. 
You who life a penny from the gutter And with the same hand, point out stars, Find me. 
Even after all this time, The sun never says to the earth "You owe me" Look what happens with a love like that It lights the whole sky. -Hafiz 
I wish you would brighten my smile Like you brightened your life with drugs and malcontent. Well, that's all I ever got out of it. 
"A million years of evolution", Eric said, bitterly, "And what are we? Animals." 
And now for one of my poems =) Sometimes I get this feeling
When I think of you alone in
A room somewhere
Not sheilded by your usual
Objective emotions;
just letting your soul out.
Raw to the bone, raw to the bone.
Even though you're
Without me.
Sometimes I get this same feeling
When we're together sitting in the groove
of the bark
on our favorite birch and you
laugh and laugh and laugh and cry and laugh,
And I'm at peace in my heart
not because its beat is steady and my mind is calm,
but because
You let me see the colors of you fly free in front of my eyes.
But then it crosses my mind
that no one has ever really showed you how to spread your wings
and fly away.
And maybe your still locked deep, deep, deep,
inside.
And that maybe I'm not as essential
as I thought I was.
Maybe you wouldn't die
Without me.
Either way, you're still alive
And as you walk me home
I sometimes catch a vision of you
in just the right light
Where your eyes put the sky to shame
so blue.
I remember how last summer,
I'd jump on to your back, and clutch your shoulders
and you'd run
so fast.
I'd feel alive...
Like I could conquer the world, if I was glued to your spine
forever.
I laugh to myself and think of
surprising you,
With a kiss on the cheek and a pounce onto your shoulders,
Just for old times sake.
But when you look at me,
your eyes are back to grey.
It's not summer yet.
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